Thursday, July 10, 2003 @ 04:12am | Entry no.246 | I like candy and being molested by guys named Mattie ||   mood    happy   || ||   music    dialogue from an evening with kevin smith   || Haha, tonight was truly one of those "interesting" nights. Like I said earlier, I wound up going out with Anne, Mattie and Dolly. I was in complete shock when I heard that my Mattie would be coming out. He never comes out. The last I saw of him was pretty much a few days before his birthday last year, and just out of the blue, Kare tells me that he wants to hang out. So, we all go out, lots of fun there, we wound up going to dinner, (no surprise), where Mattie spent so much time teasing Anne, and Kare flirted with Frankie while I'm sitting there just enjoying the company and scarfing down fries. I miss just being with the "gang". Although we were missing a few people, but just being with Mattie and Kare, it's like the old days. After dinner, we decided to go to Fusco's and shoot some pool. Now, I am known for being a horrible shot and whoever plays against me, it's just a given that they'll win. If they were blind and missing an arm, they'd still win, I'm just that awful, first Anne and Mattie play, and I crash on the couch, where Kare smacked the shit out of my ass. That smack even hurt her. Hehe, she said I had an "iron ass". Anne lost, and then it was my turn. Oh god. That's just horrible when I started to play. I missed all the obvious shots, and I threw down the stick and just screamed obsenities after a while. I'm an incredibly sore loser. Mattie and I wound up getting into a wrestling match, where he wound up throwing me around as usual. After about 20 minutes of me losing horribly, I just grabbed the 8ball and threw it into a pocket and called it quits. So Anne was up again. Before they started up, Mattie and I decided to go into another wrestling match on the couch, I managed to get him pinned down on the couch, and pinched his nipple pretty hard. Right then, I knew I declared war. He wound up throwing me around again, which was pretty funny, because I have no sense of balance, I had to hold onto my boobs too, because I knew as soon as I let go, my nipples would have been torn off by him. After about a few minutes of this, we gave up and I just plopped down on the couch, completely exhausted. After a bit, I decided to lay down with my head hanging off the edge. Kare and I got into this whole discussion about boobs. She wound up grabbing mine a few times while I was laying down, and she made fun of them! Okay, as any girl knows, when you lay down, your boobs will not be the same size as when you're standing up. Mattie comes over and gets into the discussion, and she says my boobs feel funny. And then he says it's because mine are perky. Then I sat up and told her to feel them again. That shut her up. hehe. Tonight was fun. Being molesting and fighting with Mattie, definitely brought back old memories. When I got home tonight, Mattie IMed me.. DELETED [2:25 AM]: hey just wanted to say goodnite...I had a good time tonite....I'm glad I saw you it brings back the old memories without even saying anything...and although we dont see each other much... I still have that feeling of our strong friendshp we had when we first met in 9th grade.... Anqelic x dreams [2:26 AM]: aww Anqelic x dreams [2:26 AM]: I love you, Mattie DELETED [2:26 AM]: lol..... DELETED [2:26 AM]: I have to start talkin to u more to get in ur journals lol..... DELETED [2:26 AM]: j/k Anqelic x dreams [2:26 AM]: Ow, I tell you I love you and I have Anqelic x dreams [2:26 AM]: and you laugh** Anqelic x dreams [2:26 AM]: lol, well, you'll be in tonight's entry DELETED [2:26 AM]: I love you too, Nanc So, Mattie, here you are. You're mentioned in my journal. I miss him so much. But it's good to see that, like Kare, no matter how much time we spend apart, once we get together again, it's like nothing's changed, and no time has passed at all. I love those types of friendships. I only have a few of those, but those few, I definitely cherish. Dolly, Mattie and Chadwick, I love you all. Hehe, yes, I mentioned the word love. Those people deserve that word. Oh, another note. I always seem to get into trouble, no matter what I write in this journal. Okay, so you don't think I mention you enough in this journal, Mike.. Well, how's this, Mike? Think I can mention your name enough times, Mike? ((smiles)) This silly little guy, thinks just because I'm not writing about him in a certain entry, that he's not important to me. In his words, he was "being stupid". He's been doing that lately. I mean, I'm jealous of his little girlies, but I'm managing to not be all girly about it. He's definitely more irrational than I am, and I don't make sense to anyone at all, so for me to say that about a person, yeah, he's out there. But he's cool beans though. Very awesome character. Are you reading this, Mike?! ((sticks out tongue)) Have I appeased whatever male insecurities you have? Brat. ((muahz)). Ah, it's late now, and I should be watching the DVD that I borrowed from my sweetie. Ah, I wound up talking to him to him and he says that he's not even gone yet, and he misses me. Hehe, how cute. He really is starting to grow on me so much, that I got upset when I couldn't get a hold of him when I was out earlier tonight. No! That's not what should be happening! Guys shouldn't be upsetting me if I don't get to talk to them. Darn. Ah. It's even later now, so I should really end this. <33 toodles. unburden your soul  ( memory/edit )